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Everytime you like my stuff I go insane, love you <3
I feel the exact same way. I see a notif that says unnamedrat(which I keep somehow reading as unarmedrat which is funny) and I’m kicking my feet with a smile, love you too <3
#seeds in the garden#sprouts from the greenhouse#dante the detective#we really are just two random people who connected through the internet and are lowkey obsessed with the others brains#and also just think the other is the awesomest ever#which#you are the awesomest ever so
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btw i am still alive now that i have recovered from swiftkirchen and i hope you are all doing super well this summer! i am FLYING through my reading list atm which is amazing and i am feeling more and more inspired for things (footballer!paz anyone? roommate!paz as well maybe?) so hmu in the inbox it is TIME TO THIRST
#this month has been so crazy#being an adult is constantly switching from bone deep exhaustion to fully packed calendars for social things#and i love the social things don't get me wrong but like#i need time to rot#i need time to stare out the window and daydream#and i have had the bEST scenarios come up in my head just before i fall asleep#(aka the main way i get any of my writing outlined lol)#but i have barely even opened my laptop in the past two weeks#never mind written anything down#anyway what i am trying to say is that i think this 'forced' break kind of got my muse going again#i am thinking of all the things and i even wanted to write a little bit for biker!Paz again which#let me tell you#has not happened in a LONG LONG time#also also#sarah made me the PRETTIEST BESTEST AWESOMEST friendship bracelets for calm and the one#and obv i am now thinking again of that other bodyguard!paz idea i had going in my brain that one time#cause i kind of forgot about The One???#but also did i ever tell you guys about the modern calmer au i was thinking of?#bc i had a weird/uncomfy rideshare experience recently#and nothing happened and i was never unsafe at any point#but boy oh boy do i think this would fit in that au#anyway#i know there are some asks in my inbox that i never got to so maybe i'll get to it today!#may rambles
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(pairing: scoups x f!reader)
your eyes close in content as cheol runs the tips of his fingers up and down your bare back, your own hand wrapping around his stomach more tightly, squeezing the soft skin around his hips in the process.
there was only one better thing than having sex with seungcheol, and that is the quiet and the cuddles that followed immediately afterwards.
…
okay, so having sex with him will maybe always be number one, but the cuddles are definitely a close second.
he was so soft, and you always loved that fact. i mean sure, he was jacked as hell, his muscles always prominent and on display for your eyes, but all those muscles were wrapped with a layer of softness, making hugging him feel like hugging your own personal giant teddy bear.
you never felt safer than you do in his arms. to say that he was your solace and safe haven is an understatement.
he was your home. and much more.
you shiver as the sweat on your back starts to slowly cool off, making you press your bare chest more into his side, nuzzling your face in his warm neck, lips grazing his bare collarbones in the process.
seeing that you are cold, cheol takes the blanket that is resting lowly around your hips and pulls it all the way to your shoulders, hugging you with both arms even closer so you can share a bit of his warmth.
just breathing in each other’s presence, you exhale deeply, feeling the peace overcome your whole being.
cheol leaves a light kiss on your temple before he nuzzles his nose in your hair, breathing in your smell.
suddenly, he speaks in his quiet and deep, but also gentle voice “i love you. i’ve missed you so much lately, i hated the fact that the only time of the day that i was able to see you was at night, when you were already asleep.”.
you just kiss his neck gently, sensing that he might get upset if this train of thoughts continues any further.
“it’s okay, as long as you come home to me at the end of the day, i will always wait for you. that’s the least i can do in return for loving me as strongly and loudly as you do.”
cheol, a bit upset by your words, lifts your chin with one finger so you can see his eyes, nothing but honesty and love radiating from them.
“loving you is the easiest thing i have ever done in my entire life, i don’t even think about it, i just do it. loving you is an instinct to me. me loving you? it’s destiny, it’s written in the stars, it’s my purpose in life.”, his big brown eyes slowly blink before he continues “and then you also do so much for me- you support me like it’s a full time job, you take care of me, heart and soul, and yet you never ask for anything in return. so, please, stop being so understanding that i’m always away from you and get angry for once.”
you blink quickly to push the tears that have been welling up in your eyes away, before you smile widely and push yourself up so your lips are grazing his own.
“not a chance in this world, choi seungcheol. just get used to the fact that you have the awesomest girlfriend ever and kiss me.”
and as you kiss him, his heart swells with love and adoration. it fills up so much that he feels like it might burst any second.
as he tangles his hand in your hair to angle your head better, gentle but deep kisses being exchanged between you two, cheol gets the sudden urge to get up and take the ring box from his sock drawer and just put that damn ring on your finger already.
but he doesn’t do it.
not yet. patience. just one more month and then she won’t ever take it off. that’s the plan.
#seventeen#svt#svt x reader#fypシ#tumblr fyp#fypage#fluff#scoups#choi seungcheol#smut#scoups x reader#scoups seventeen#choi seungcheol x reader
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What do you like/dislike about mphfpc content (videos, edits, art, fanfics, theories, headcanons, fanons, gacha reactions, etc.)? Do you have any favorite content makers?
I love love LOVE the art, cosplay, and writing in this fandom, it’s fucking FANTASTIC. The video makers too, I don’t know how edits work but they do not miss, they’re awesome.
As for favorite content makers, y’all know I can’t resist bragging about my friends 🥰
@tomouraline is one of my absolute ride or die buddies and makes some AMAZING edits on TikTok (emwyns) and her art??? Chef’s kiss. Absolutely wonderful. Go look at her Emwyn and Fugh art it’s adorable
If you want hollowgast art, @carmine-golde has the most badass designs and definitely my favorite OC to play with, especially paired with the government-assigned ymbryne she gave me in return 🤣
@trainwrecksys with Bentham is me with Enoch. He single-handedly made me like (at least his) Bentham. That’s an achievement, I am stubborn and hold grudges. Go look at his art he will also make you like Bentham (plus his animation skills??????? Give me your BRAIN how do you have the patience for this)
Since we’re talking wights, check out @cauls-antique-pepperbox-pistol for literally everything about Caul and Murnau. He has the COOLEST art style and also the awesomest headcanons ever??? I literally never think about the wights how do you guys come up with these things for them this is COOL
Speaking of cool art styles. @theducklingart has such a fun one omg. His designs for the kids and his own OCs are to die for, and he’s just as fun to talk to as his art is to look at! (Plus he has commissions open y’all should go support him 👀)
If you want absolutely adorable Enorace fics like I always do, @metaphoricallymagpie has some of the sweetest fanfics on AO3 I’ve ever read. I beta read Fortunes and Formaldehyde and the sheer number of times I have kicked my feet and giggled like a madman over her writing omg
@ollibeuu isn’t active anymore, but please please PLEASE go to his AO3 (ollibeu) and check out his fanfics. He inspired me to start writing myself, and I haven’t seen a single one that hasn’t been phenomenal (and I got the opportunity to cowrite one with him! 🤭) I will literally always recommend his work go look at it if you like Enorace
@nerdypeculiar (peculiarinacostume) on TikTok has a V cosplay???? And so many other cool ones????? V, Miss Peregrine, Enoch, and they also make The Owl House and Hazbin Hotel content too??????? Go follow them. Right now. Before the ban please their account is CRIMINALLY underrated
I don’t think @evil-feather even needs an introduction. If you’ve seen her Miss Peregrine, you know she is the QUEEN of that cosplay. Hands down. She’s absolutely fantastic
@peculiar-shark has moved on to comic books (which you should 100% check out their videos on that on YouTube if you’re interested 👀 sunshine_sharkks) but will forever be known as first one of my oldest friends in this fandom but also second probably the biggest design inspiration for my Horace. Their old cosplays on TikTok (peculiar.sharkks) are UNMATCHED
(Honorable mention to my irl best friend literally ever @pixie2k5 who is not in this fandom but is the bestest Emma for my Enoch when we can cosplay together thank you for putting up with my insanity sis ilysm 💚)
I could honestly list so many more because we truly have just the best people ever but I feel like this is getting long 😅 I love literally everybody here and no matter my occasional complaints I’m so proud to be part of this community I love everyone here so much
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Axis, Prussia, England, and France with a gf whose main hobby is swordplay?
FFFFFFFFECK YES! That's a cool concept! Im exciteeedddd-
Axis, Prussia, England, and France with a GF swords-woman
Axis:
Germany:
He's really turned on by this.
Tries to play off the fact he thinks his GF is the coolest badass
Manages to underline brag about it.
If his GF tries teaching him, he will not be that good at it.
Japan:
He is EXCITED
Hides it well
Also is into swordplay, and will love to challenge and teach his GF about katana and other Japanese swords.
His GF will get to see a fun, and teasing side while they fence, or practice swords of any kind.
Also thinks it's kinky in a way, will never admit it though.
Italy:
Thinks it's super cool!
Also surprisingly a quick learner, but he can't stand the thought of sparring and hurting his GF by accident.
Loses interest in learning, but loves drawing his GF as they practice.
Fencing or a more casual dueling style is good either way.
Others:
Prussia:
THAT IS ZHE AWESOMEST!
Highly entertained by it, and will watch his GF as long as possible.
Do not trust this man when he says he can't fight with a sword.
He's technically too old and experienced and will knock his GF off her balance, and feet with suave.
He has a collection of swords from back in his day, and doesn't mind letting his GF play with them. He's not super attached but likes them anyway.
England and France:
Its embarrassing how similar these two view it
but it's mostly because they use to CONSTANTLY try and best each other in fencing when the sport first came around.
It ended in a tie between them, so having a GF to spar with and practice is a nice change of pace.
England is more prone to practice with his GF, while France would rather instruct and coach his.
Neither will ever admit that their GF is actually better than them, because man pride.
Not a thing wrong with it since England's face goes bright red when he acts like he let her win, and France will just pout and silently admit defeat.
#hetalia#hws#aph#hetalia france#hetalia germany#hetalia italy#hetalia prussia#hetalia england#hetalia japan
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I was kinda hoping for a junior birthday edition of days, i loved junior in this series? I thought you were hinting twards it to. Did you have ideas or was it just a way to reasure bowser that luigi would be back?
So was I! I made a space for it in my drafts doc and everything, but I couldn't figure out enough of a plot to hang it together. It might've been because by that point I was starting to wind down my writing in Days with an aim to finish the series off, or it could have been because it would've required a fairly heavy narrative switch and I was already struggling with Bowser's pov for Day 16.
Or it could've been that I didn't want to have to figure out what a spoilt 8-year-old Koopa prince's birthday presents were going to be!
It's Junior's birthday, so it's going to be the most coolest awesomest day of the entire year! -the planned summary
Like King Boo, I left myself the option of writing Junior's birthday just in case. I've honestly found this to be pretty useful for constructing the series as a whole. Things happen that the narrative doesn't show (Luigi thinks about taking Junior Lava Bubble fishing one time, but we never see that), and allowing myself the freedom of not having to write it meant that I managed to finish more other parts than I ever thought I would when starting.
Still, I know roughly where the characters are at on Day 51 (aka Junior's birthday), so let's have a look at them, shall we?
Luigi extends his visit so he leaves the day after Junior's birthday. It's much easier for him to agree to stay longer than it is for him to commit to a longer stay before he arrives. He gets comfortable where he is. He spent the previous day making sure Junior knew he was going to leave after his birthday so that he wouldn't have to keep reminding Junior on his birthday and bring the mood down. Luigi likes a good party and he doesn't have to be the centre of attention, so he has a great time.
Bowser likes a party even more than Luigi and his son is growing up so well. He's way more tolerant of destructive antics than most parents too (he's got minions to deal with mess and rebuilding). He also starts to realise some of Luigi's problems when it comes to visiting; ie that he's very suggestible. It's not an entirely conscious observation, but he's less worried when Luigi leaves and spends more than a week away, despite saying that he was only going for a week. There's always going to be some lag. Email updates help (even if the first one is from a long-suffering Mario).
(If anyone other than me did the maths and figured out that Luigi wouldn't actually be at Bowser's castle for Day 69, assuming a consistent week-in-the-Mushroom-Kingdom/week-in-Bowser's-castle, this is why. It's always a bit more than a week-long visit).
And, of course, Junior. He's more resilient than Bowser in the being abandoned department, though he's still a bratty kid who's used to having his own way. He's very determined to show Luigi every single last one of his presents so Luigi will know what he's missing out on if he goes ahead with his stupid leaving plan. Similarly, the Koopalings also get the full range, but they have to leave in dribs and drabs over the next week too.
I guess part of why I couldn't figure out a plot was because Junior is going to be getting more and more intense and overexcited as his birthday party goes on and that would narrow the focus too much to be interesting.
(Maybe the lesson here is that putting it in Junior's pov was a bad call and I should've been trying to see Luigi's thoughts on the whole thing).
I don't know what Luigi would get Junior. He'd probably play it safe and do some art supplies (which are fine, but nothing super exciting and he gets a bit miffed when Junior moves on fairly quickly). He also delivers a letter from Peach (which Junior initially dismisses as boring), with an invitation to a brand new tournament she's organising (I'd have just picked a random sport that's not a main Mario tie-in game, or maybe one of the less represented sports like one of the Olympic ones). Luigi can't remember speaking with her about that, but he must've said enough for her to do this. Junior's quite excited over this - it's his own invitation, not just his dad's!
I also imagine that Mario sends something, maybe food? Possibly a bunch of hot sauce bottles from the various places he's helped out (they won't stop sending them and, while he likes spicy food, he can't eat this much!)? He puts the same amount of effort into it as he would a nephew. Luigi's also surprised at this and has to deal with the (actually super obvious in hindsight) realisation that he's sort of on his way to becoming Junior's step-dad, not just a regular old babysitter.
(Yeah, this would've been a challenge to properly depict in Junior's pov. Possibly an interesting one though.)
It was definitely set up more as potential day for writing, but it was useful to help reassure Bowser once I'd added it.
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Dating Tam Song headcanons for the poor please? Also, are you excited for the shadow and bone cast q&a? Cause I certainly am.
DATING TAM SONG
ੈ✩‧₊˚ FANDOM: keeper of the lost cities
ੈ✩‧₊˚ FORMAT: headcanons
ੈ✩‧₊˚ WARNINGS: one teeny tiny angsty mention, like technically a few spoilers??
ੈ✩‧₊˚ A/N: HI ALICE!!! i am over the moon for the shadow and bone cast q&a ive never been more excited for anything ever in my life
kotlc masterlist || masterlist || navigation
BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REQUEST SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG
okay so he is like the greatest most awesomest boyfriend ever istg
he seems like his love language would be acts of service
and also he’d genuinely be upset if you walked into a room without him opening the door for you or sat down without him pulling out the chair
he’s a gentleman let him be one <3
you’re required to be friends with linh
if she doesn’t like you it’s an immediate red flag (unless your rayni)
sophie WILL make you take a 325 question quiz to see if you’re right for her bsf
no i’m joking it’s 5 questions
anyways
he’d like shows from like the 50s-early 70s
so you’ll walk in on him watching something in black and white and be like “what’s this” and you better sit down because he’s gonna tell you the whole plot
it’s so interesting watching him talk about stuff he likes <33 his eyes light up and he starts rambling
you can tell he’s passionate about it
THIS MAN IS A BIG CUDDLER BTW
your legally obliged to not tell anyone especially keefe this but he thrives on cuddles
like even if it’s for 5 mins in the most uncomfortable position ever it’s enough to make his whole week
hed also make an insane effort to keep you away from both the neverseen and his parents
hes lost enough and you don’t need to be added to that long list <3
okay um anywyas next
hed call you the most weirdest names ever
“hey i brought that thing you wanted” “thank you baguette”
he basically just calls you foods
also we’ve seen how protective he is of linh right??? yeah that but with you is 10x worse
will quite literally follow you around
and like it’s not in a “i don’t trust you” way it’s in a “i just want you to be safe” way
he’ll back off if you ask him too
the thing is he has that “anything for you <3” mentality but it’s more like “ANYTHING for you. <3”
more threatening basically
also so help me god if someone tries to hurt you in some way
they like can’t even look at you afterwards
okay next set of hcs!!
i think he’d like
LOVE to read and hed like go to the library every other day to get 15 new books
and i have this cute little idea of him going there because you go there and it gives him an excuse to stare at you for several hours <3
its probably how you met him
but then again he seems like he’s more likely to fall for someone who’s known for a few months/years
also he can sculpt because i said so
so if you like sculptures/mythology he makes you little statues
will let you mess with his hair and braid it and put it in pigtails and stuff
after much convincing
he’s like super shy at the beginning of the relationship but as it progresses and he becomes more comfortable you can tell how much he really does like you
linh tells you not to be alarmed cause he’s just getting comfortable
also when he gets excited he has this little look in his eyes
they become all sparkly and glittery
now it’s 5x more sparkly and glittery when he’s talking to you
OH HE COMES TO YOUR HOUSE A LOT
i kinda like the idea of him and a childhood friends to lovers and like he comes to your house a lot so he doesn’t have to go home
hed love holding your hands btw
no matter if they’re warm, cold, rough, soft, small, big, he loves them
will constantly be grabbing your hands and dragging you around (affectionately)
he loves kissing them also
before he’s about to leave to go do something he takes one of your hands and gently kisses it before skeddadling
he could talk to you for hours
theres times in conversations where someone will be talking and he internally WILL NOT CARE AT ALL but as soon as you have your own input/opinion he’s listening intently
also imagine going to something with him where you need to dress fancy and he sees you in your fancy pretty outfit and is like awestruck
unable to form words
thinks you are the most amazing person ever like he’d kill for you if you asked
also would love doing your hair
okay it’s 12am i have to sleep
he’s such a good bf i love him
#mars writing 🧈#alice 🐛#mars silly little mutuals <3#kotlc headcanons#kotlc#tam song#kotlc x reader#keeper of the lost cities#keeper of the lost cities x reader#tam song x reader#x reader
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And now for the real stuff-would you all assist me in getting ready for the hottest new band, the coolest new sound, the one, the only---DOUBLE DOWN!!
Hey, Niko,,,we haven't even made it pro yet.
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HEYYYYOOO!! I'm Niko Osawa, the leader of Double Down! I was originally but a 2nd year student at Miyagirls, until I was given a reason to become a star by a chance meeting with a certain someone. From the moment I heard her, I always knew that I wanted to be with her for forever, even though I knew she'd just consider me a burden. Also, I'm not in any of the clubs at school, but I wish I was! They're all so cool, I'd have trouble picking one-
OH YEAH I'm the main singer and awesomest guitarist for this band, so please consider me when-
Hey, you're going a bit long here, Niko. The rest of us need to be able to introduce ourselves too.
I'm Hifumi Takahashi, the lone tortured...drummer of this band, and an honor student in the same class as Niko. I also manage a lot of things in this band. For the sake of the audience, I'll keep this short and sweet-
Noelle, you've been making eyes at me, do you want to introduce yourself next-Oh, she's gone. I guess she won't mind if I introduce her?
Anyways, the missing member is Noelle Langlois, and she's the bassist for our band...the double bassist. How that happened, I'm not sure. Other than that, we don't know much about her. She's generally quiet. It would make sense that she goes to Miyamasuzaka as well, because she often wears the uniform to practice, but I've rarely ever seen her outside the band, and I swear that Niko and Teruko think she doesn't exist out of band practice.
We really do think she exists!
Tell that to me when you introduce yourself, Teruko. It's your turn.
You're too forceful sometimes Fumi-
Okaysies. I'm Teruko, formerly of a few other bands, but currently of Double down...I go to Miyagirls and just like Fumi and Nini, I'm a second year. Nini's one of my best friends, even though we're in different classes. My hobbies are exercising, singing, and taking walks, my favourite food is anything mint-flavoured, and my least favourite has got to be squid. I was born in winter. Do I have to say anything else, or am I good?
You're alright.
NOELLE WHERE WERE YOU?
Hi, I'm the lovely mod of this band @uranpyrochlore. Please like them, they're silly
Niko (in red) tagged #niko!!
Teruko (in blue) tagged #teruko!!
Hifumi (in yellow/orange) tagged #hifumi!!
Noelle (in purple) tagged #noelle!!
If you send them asks please clarify who or else a random one wil answer your question.
edit: Appearance and relations post is up!!
#///double down more like double down bad#this applies to all of them not just niko#niko!!#teruko!!#hifumi!!#noelle!!#there we go
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WE ARE :D
okayokay and also a lot of it has to do w transness
i am a t4t gayboy and i met this other guy whos the coolest ever and hes also a gayboy (i dont think hes t4t but !!)
ESSENTIALLY, as is in true gay fashion, i became friends w him at the beginning of the school year, and weve gotten more and more close ever since.
i have my seminar with him, and every day during seminar we sit under the table and talk about life, and his favorite bands (which are now mine, because i like to steal the interests of the people i love) and its awesome. i love being around him, his presence is comforting.
on A days, i sit with him and a few friends at lunch, and the cafeteria is quite loud (and i have major overstimulation issues,) so sometimes ill get overwhelmed and he always notices and makes sure im okay, and sometimes when i don’t feel like i can do it, hell sit with me in the stairwell and let me talk about whats bothering me and he’ll just listen and give advice. On B days, during lunch, we just sit in a corner somewhere and talk. he’ll always listen and help me and ill so the same for him. if its not him comforting me, i get to talk to him and hear him ramble about his bands and his favorite things and i love the way he sounds when hes happy - i love the way his smile is so bright, and i love the way he looks when he gets embarrassed and realizes hes loud (i dont mind it - its not aggressive.)
every day after school, we hang out for anywhere from 30 minutes to an hour, just. coexisting. its awesome. i love him. and we spend this time working on hw together, and talking about the things we love.
i have a very all-over-the-place tumblr blog, which comes with a lot of yearning, because im lonely and in love. but this boy, my boy, my crush, follows me and we like constantly support each others blogs. so sometimes, ill post yearning posts and HE’LL REBLOG THEM 💞. maybe im overthinking it but like if were looking for the same things in a relationship.. i mean !! it cant mean nothing!! like the other day i reblogged a post that was like “all i need in life is a boy to lay on my lap and let me play with his hair” and he reblogged it with the tags “#all i need in life is a boy to let me lay on his lap and play with my hair” AND OMG??? LIKE MARRY ME UGH gosh this is so exhilirating.
also the other day i wrote him a long paragraph about how much i love him (we say “i love you” to each other consistently, presumably in a platonic way, but its never been specified or indicated, sadly :() and it was like (ill include a little excerpt)
“[…]nothing can come close to [describing] the feeling i get when im with you, not by a long shot. its so much stronger in a way that youd think it would have its own word, like how "a lot" has "a myriad," and ones stronger, more intentful, more meaningful. if there was a word that was as to love as myriad is to lot, my love for you would still be stronger. i am more than eternally grateful for your presence and where you have brought me since ive met you. talking to you has been the actual light of my life lately.” AND SO SO MUCH MORE IT WAS LIKE 700 WORDS LONG - AND IT WAS ALL LIKE THAT YK
and the next day i get this:
“I love you a alot (name). […] I love you so so much. […] I want to give you all that you deserve. Because people don't remind you of your actual worth. And if I can be a start to help you to that path, I'd be so fucking happy. I, more than anything need you to know just how much of an amazing person you are. […] I promise to always listen to you. Always. It's the least I could do. You're an amazing person <3” WITH A LOT MORE BUT I CUT A LOT OF IT FOR WORDS SSKE BUT AAAAAA HE WROTE ME A PARAGRAPH!!!!!!
ALSO we call almost every night and i always text him good morning and hes the awesomest and i love spending time with him.
sometimes i also get text exchanges where i say “text me when you get home” and he says “im not home but i just couldnt wait <3” AAAAAAAAAAA
and “wish i had a boy to hold me n warm me up <//3” and he said “i volunteer as tribute!” AAAAAA
i think the point of this is i dont feel like he likes me back but im in love w the man dude like the other day he let me lay on his shoulder and he played w my hair and i nuzzled into his neck a bit and he giggled and i was like “hm?” and he said “youre adorable” AAAAAAAAAA SOBBFIANDBSJ and i just buried my red ass face in his neck and he giggled at me again and i said fuck you and UGH i love him so much and all i wanna do is just be his i just wanna be his boy and he can be mine and we can be boyfriends!!!
and also hes also so awesome because he makes me feel so validated and sometimes when i like my outfit ill send him pics of it and he’ll say “you look very boy / very cis” and ill be like “no” and sometimes hell tell me how i look cis and sometimes hell say he wishes i could see myself the way he sees me. i wish i could understand how he sees me. i wanna know how he thinks of me, i wanna know if hed ever love me the way i love him!! i love him. so much. id do anything for him.
thank u for letting me ramble, i needed to get it out of my system because i cant tell anyone else cause theyd tell him but god i love him. so much.
p.s. if you see this, i love you dude. youll know its you. if you dont love me back, just . idk . act like u never saw it ty <3
-🧷
send me an updated ask when u two get together
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i hate second manga route for haruka and especially takane's stupid arcs but LIKE I ALWAYS SAY its got so much going for it. ayano and shintaro especially. ayano being the shittiest sister ever and shintaro being Literally the awesomest brother really gets me like its so funny
shintaro being so. Weird/mean in more typical routes because of retaining eyes even if it's repressed/inactive... i know its because kagepro was written in the course Of Years and it's honestly a game of telephone so it's more a matter of lack of consistency rather than this but i like to explain it with that lol
in main route shintaro and momo barely speaking, not being close at all. but in an original way they were THE closest siblings... sniff sniff. like so much was sacrificed in the way to their happy ending, their relationship being one. and for shintaro (with retaining) to eventually remember this but not momo... and how it'd cause a shift in his behavior bc he REMEMBERS all these moments they spent together in some other lifetime and how he felt about it then, and it's simultaneous with how he feels with this lifetime and this specific relationship he's built with his sister. it's a lot!! he doesn't stop being him, but all these other routes are overwritten over one another and how he feels in each one is completely simultaneous with how he feels about the present. augh. this is complicated for all his relationships ofc like (drum rolls) takane because of Many reasons but for example he fucking killt her once and he KNOWS that. but hehe. kisaragi siblings. that was just my obligatory takane mention bc i can't help myself BUT IM TALKING ABT SHINTARO AND MOMO
momo just sees shintaro acting awkward and trying to approach her and she's like 😐weird. ofc she still reciprocates!! like DAMN shintaro wanting to be her brother and get closer to her?? it's one of her biggest wishes come true!!!! but its awkward as fuck!!
shintaro is dealing with MANY things as he goes through life with all these memories + living past the end of the story, and momo is terrified of scaring shintaro away because she doesn't KNOW all he knows and he's shit at trying to communicate and just talk. but maybe their mom can come home and be like oh. u guys are watching tv together?? thats strange. and theyre like oh. yeah i guess <- wrestled for who got the remote, momo obviously won, shintaro complains but still stays to watch whatever the hell obscure tv show momo is into. shintaro keeps criticizing it and momo's like just leave if it bothers u so much and he's like NO. im googling the directors and writers of this as we speak.
also i know ive said this 1000 times but car guy shintaro. this guy gets his license and is everyone's taxi driver. but ESPECIALLY momo. he drives her to school everyday and they scream sing together the entire way. momo makes a car playlist to sing with him but will never admit it's a playlist specifically made with shintaro in mind and how funny she thinks it'll be when call me maybe comes on and shintaro will be like AUGGH THIS SUCKS LOWER THE VOLUME but immediately starts singing too.
AND ALSO he tries teaching her how to drive and she crashes their mom's car and shintaro takes the blame. as punishment he can't use the car for a while. in that while momo still gets her license Somehow even though she is an awful awful driver and now since shintaro isnt allowed to drive for a bit momo is taking him and he's FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE.
anyways kisaragi siblings😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 also ayaki not only watching shintaro managing to get closer to momo in this lifetime too, but also sees ayano be this supposedly perfect big sister.
post str ayano with all this guilt over abandoning her siblings and feeling totally incapable of everything, both academically and emotionally. but ayaki is still a little jealous bc even if she Knows how ayano must feel (despite not even being in her head like with shintaro. she knows bc she IS ayano) kano kido and seto DO see her as a good big sister. i think ayaki harbors certain "hatred" for the surviving ayano because she. hates herself. and this ayano has everything ayaki fought for and is still just as incapable and it pisses her off. i think both ayanos feel horrible specifically about kano's involvement in everything and what he had to deal with when ayano died. ayaki thinks god. i/she still failed for protect him. this SUCKS. she knows ayano hates herself bc she hates her and she is her💥
....and also in case of shinaya ayakis like THIS IS RIDICULOUSSS!! HIM OF ALL PEOPLE?!?!?! COME ONNNN. erm anyways💥
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*rubs temples* How is it that for all Filoni’s critique of the Jedi’s philosophies, SO MUCH of his work is basically a PSA for why Jedi practicing non-attachment is Good, Actually?
Maybe, if Sabine had learned the value of letting go, not allowing her emotions to rule her -
It just. I know they’re not going to use this! And they could! They could make it about how Ahsoka was afraid of the wrong things, by refusing to teach people because of their anger risks a self-fulfilling prophecy or *something* substantial! Not what this light show of a holding pattern was.
*also rubs temple trying to figure out how the fuck to phrase this*
Because here's the problem...Filoni doesn't think attachments are bad (not exactly at least) but ends up creating "critique" that are all so disjointed that none of them tie together well enough to make any fucking sense. So the natural response is to go, maybe the thing he's trying to critique is actually right because he is being so incompetent about how he is critiquing it.
If that makes sense...?
Like, lets even just looking at the Ahsoka show in a vacuum of the interior rules that the show have given us.
Ahsoka is a jedi, Sabine is a padawan, Anakin was Ahsoka's master and the only one who ever actually cared about her.
Filoni really enjoys kissing Anakin's ass, something that we saw a ton during the lead up and the advertising with the whole "Anakin was the coolest and awesomest and the bestest Jedi to ever exist" shit.
And so it's fucking hard to actually critique the Jedi and their flaws (of which there are many) when Filoni is out with logical fallacies galore! And writing Mortis as a way to justify his own personal headcanons about how The Force with a capital F effects good and evil, and how attachments tie into the equation.
Again, Filoni is knocking down canon left and right, regardless of if he created it.
The Jedi have a no-attachments rule.
REGARDLESS of the moral or ethical or Anakin related consequences of this...It still exists, and Filoni shouldn't just get to have his cake (Ahsoka being a Jedi) and eat it too (her being totally okay with attachments and everything that comes with them)!
It's like I've brought up in previous posts about this, the example I always go it is that midichlorians exist in the Star Wars universe, regardless of if we think they are stupid or not, they are there. The Prequels firmly established them, and many other properties since then have cemented them. And I'm not saying George Lucas's word is law (the man has a lot of WEIRD ideas) but I am saying that Filoni clearly doesn't give a shit as he runs free with the keys of the castle and no one in the writers room but himself.
I hope that made sense. This show was unique in its way of pissing off the pro jedi folks, the anti jedi folks, and the jedi neutral folks all in one fell swoop due to its inconsistency.
#dave filoni critical#ahsoka critical#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#star wars#rambles#prime responds#anti filoni
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my mom’s friend wants me to watch her cats while she’s gone and i’m so happy actually 😭😭😭 they are kittens!!!!!
i was also able to sleep in for another hour which is the awesomest thing ever 👏👏👏 sure it was until 4 PM but whatever!!!!!!
i also experimented with milgram fic fr last night and i think i’m getting better at writing mahiru in character. i was thinking mahiru and fuuta would be college students living together. mahiru comes home every other day gushing to fuuta that she found “the one” while unknowingly being on his livestreams and she eventually learns what attracts people’s attention. i feel like she would learn how to make a “cutesy” personality for herself since she refers to herself in third person in her voice dramas 🤔 but yeah!!! then mikoto gets thrown into the mix somehow and fuuta is stuck livestreaming with them sometimes and pretends to loathe it. i know there are so many cliche writing tropes but it was on purpose… i adore them and i think i can indulge in it a bit since i haven’t tried this in a while 😭 with my kazui & co writing it’s more like i just bounce off of my ideas and word vomit rather than writing it out like actual fanfiction
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12 YEAR OLD OCS; SIDE A
hạt dẻ hạt phỉ [@tboyblogger] (she/her sister, he/him for brother)
theyre a pair of twin beasts, middle schoolers! i have no idea who is hazelnut and who is chestnut i kept calling them both names like that, theyre they/them in the way there are always two kids. these kids are beasts(?) that look like human but with magic and animal ears and tails. theyre adopted by a desi family of wizards so they do witchy spellcasting stuff. their names are in vietnamese cause. well im viet, and theyre kind of a ripoff of a vietnamese early 2000s tv show about a family of wizards (LOL) coming to the human world and try to blend in, except mine is just about the family trying to take care of these two beasts and the shenanigans revolve around them! if i were to continue writing them now i'd probably do the sitcom format, something like old d*sney channel series like wizard of waverly place (wait i think i also stole from this LMAO) or good luck charlie where the focus is on the interpersonal relationships of everyone in the family and how they are to the kids, growing as they learn to take care of them? idk. but this was 2012, i was 12, so i ripped from cardcaptor sakura and ben10 and pokémon or other similar video games to make them into mahou-kodomo shounen protags going around different worlds capturing creatures-of-the-week but theyre all in the back of my head now </3 vote for them if you like little animal freaks that would crawl on the floor chewing furniture and bite each other then cry to mom
Peculiarè [Peggsnbacon/Insertcleverurl] (she/they/it)
she is my awesomest oc ever !! she's definitely not a ripoff of discord mlp with my own personal tastes injected in. she's so cool and quirky weird girl and she does what she wants but she also has a tragic backstory where she was rejected by the other dragons for being too soft so now she terrorizes humans to prove herself!! but she also secretly has a good side and she can also shapeshift did I mention that
#oc#polls#ocs you made when you were 12 tournament#old sins#bracket tournament#side a#peculiarè#hạt dẻ hạt phỉ#chestnut and hazelnut
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Hello, Merk! :]
Now I’m typically all for avians, but I’ve been more curious to ask: what’s your favorite sea creature? I would love to see a good beast, and you’re the top person that comes to mind when we see aquatics. /pos
You can give me your favorite bird too, if you’re inclined. /nf
- Dana⏳
AN ASK FOR THE AQUATICS OH ME OH MY... Don't mind if I juust [#m sees the seas] Perfect. ANYWAYS! I don't usually do well with picking favorites for ANYTHING because, well, THERE'S A LOT! There's a lot of cool stuff of all sorts! BUT!! To name a few of the awesomest epic cools from the seas... Cephalopods? Automatic cool. I like the Bobtail squid a lot, you may or may not have seen me reblog a TON of stuff from them so far hehe. I'll reblog a gif set of the guy after this post is up (: OTHER AWESOME CONTENDERS... Love invertebrates, so all the funky sea guys like those? kiss them on the head. beautiful little creatures. Anemones, Sea slugs, Molluscs, some Jellies, some Worms? Absolute creatures, love them. And I KNOW this category has a bunch of creatures I can't even think of right now, and I know they're all pretty cool. ALSOOO. Many many MANY more in trying to get a comprehensive list of all the creatures that I think are cool I have already opened 8 wikipedia tabs and I choose to push that number NO HIGHER!! BUT. #m sees the seas . I STORE ALL MY LITTLE CREATURES THERE... BEHOLD MY CREATURES IF YOU WILL! THERE IS ALSO SOMETIMES DRIFTWOOD AND REMAINS OF SHIPWRECKS SO DISREGARD THAT. THEY ARE CREATURES TO ME (: ALSO BIRDS!! I don't think I could give you a best bird of all time BUT. Bearded Vultures? VERY HIGH ON THAT LIST AS OF LATE... I also do a little bird-watching, so I COULD go on and on about the guys that live near me, but that would be giving away WAYYY to much location information for my liking, SO SAD! Another time mayhaps. BUT I WILL SAY! Ever see a bird swoop down at a body of water to catch a fish? I HAVE! THOSE GUYS ARE SUPER EPIC. I LOVE WATCHING THEM HUNT (: The ones that just barely skim the surface, or the ones that dive in and swim, or the ones that plummet and make a HUGE splash! VERY awesome. Lots of good birds!
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Hey nia <33 how's the most gorgeous person doing today?? I hope ur eyes are getting better :(( sending lots of love ur way ty for always making me and a lot of other ppl happy ure the most awesomest ilyyyy 💓💗💓💞💗💕💖💗💖💘💘💘💖💕💖💗
(p/s: ive been brainrotting sm abt touchstarved plsss its unhealthy 😭 even made 3 mcs/ocs for each of the backstory o am unwell 🤒🤒)
BSHBWUAH;+;+;!,+? who is this im going to Find U this is a NOT JUST A THREAT BUT A PROMISE! im doing ok i think. the sem is almost over & my eye's getting a little better. U r actually the awesomest. lkterally the most awesomestestest person ever... wow. ☹️ ILY NONNIE...u guys make my day every day i see an ask and kick my feet 🫶
also thats srsly so cool WHAATTT i want to know abt them...do u have a fave. WHO R THEY ROMANCINH. what r they like + how do they feel abt the cast i need this information immediately or ibwjl lexplode and die and no one wants that when ive made myself a fundamental part of ur lives.
#q#🧾nia.answers#<3 anon#how r U doing. anyrhifn awesome happening#or somethin not awesome...i consider myself a decent person 2 vent to or ask 4 advice from. to toot my horn#either way i hope u. r eating well and drinking water and sleeping and letting urself b happy#srs abt the mcs I WANT TO KNOWWW ☹️
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yuo think so ? i liek beinf relatable cause it makes me feel a little less alienated hehe :D
N THAT MAKES SENSE ACTUALLY i've split a couple alters that have people in their own head n just considered them a subsystem cause rhats what we were told it was, had no clue that there was an actual term for it
BUT THATSSO COOL zipfile is such a cool name aauua it sucks that it all has to be so .... ziptied >:3c to the evil one
i actually used to also have an id that was based with my old sibling sys n we were belphehgor n beelzebub from obey me n they're twins and that was really important to me but uhmm there was a lot going on there so,, yeah. i still like the game but sometimes it feels so distant dunno how to explain it ueueeu i kinda blocked that frommy memory but you reminded me of it NOT THAT THATS LIKE BAD I DONT MIND AT ALL i'm very detached feom my past now so it doesn't hurt anymore,, mayb will try n get back into it cause our temporary host is sourced from it and sea really likes his source
N YEAAHHH YOUGET ME its so pretty to look at and i LOVELOVE IT its always a very nice color scheme n cause it's white / offwhite it can go with like every other color ever and its so awesomeeee
the world can be pretty scary uuu i like to think of myself as a stuffed animal sometimes, if you squeeze too hard too often it'll deflate, n sometimes there're some holes that'll form n it'll loose some stuffing, but it can be fixed with the right materials :D i think i'm getting there
stuffed animals are THE AWESOMEST i have LOTS but also not lots i like to think i have lots but its maybe like 10 at most, but thats more than enough for me :3
UOHH THATSSO CUTE littl bat balloodog aesop maybb you can try amazon or something ? amazon has bunches of stuff so there has to be something orr you could google it n see if they pop up in any stores near youu
YAY IM SO HAPPY TO HEAR YOU THINK SOO i thought it was a little dumb at first cause .... toast and balloodogs don't really go together .... but that makes it cuter i think :D AND YAY IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING RHE SILLIES
hmmm i don't think you have to put a label on the relationship !! i call usa my qpp just cause i like how it sounds but i only really sleep n cuddle with him n sometimes we watch stuff together but i like him in every way possible like we could get married or we could just be friends, i'm happy with whatever cause he's the silliest ever
usa is pretty sterotypically colored, hes light gray n white n his fur is so long that i have to move it out of his eyes or else he won't be able to see T_T
waaahh that's so cuteee the triplesop n orb n sorry! i sometimes feel bad that i only sleep with usa but my stuffies all have their own little shelf n they watch over me while i sleep :3
my brain is liek ... static n sometimes i get hints of a thought on the rare occasion, even when im playing games i'm just liek no thoughts ever ... which is nice most times cause i get migraines really easily i had a suiuuper bad one just yesterday n i stood up to go to the bathroom at one point and it felt like i was being dragged back down into the depths by my skull </3
yyes,.. evn t the way you type/tslk really... i find it very simialr to us both in mannerisms and that we type really fast so we habe lots of like typos n stuff.....
we have some that also re like that in the Main system (mythemia) snd they also just ided as subsystems before learning about inplurality,,.. they still do refer to themselfves as subsystems too because it just Works and is xomfortable for them but they do now Also call themsevles inplural ,,
guuhhhh yeagh,,,,, i almost want to rename outselves both our inplural sys n the subsys because without larry we dont feel very robot or computery ., but they Are still cute names n were bad at coming up with new ones anywys.. even if we dont fel Connectd with them in the same way we were before i suppose well still keep them as is at least for a good while until we really are fed up with it.. admittedly it IS sad that all the larrys seem to have just gone dormant now that victors gone,, but what else are they tp do without their lawrie.. ssigh..
i really like pearls,...mainly as like a source thing (id HEAVILY as hangover,,) but they also are just very pretty.. visually and aesthetics wise..
we think of ourselves as a stuffed animal sometimes too ,, both as a nonhuman/species(?) thing but also as a metaphorical thing ,, the metaphorical way makes us sad something in the way the heart shards thing does because were so squishy and unable t protect ourselves or anything..!! so very prone to getting hurt, cut up n stained, and having to rely on the hope that someone else will be willing to help clean us up and stitch us back togethef.. we dont like making outselves THAT useless on our own , because i dont think we ARE and we dont FEEL like we are , but .. it is , the Thought of the metaphorical scenario that counts i think.. does that make sense
wee have th same,, lots but also doesnt feel like lots,, i cant actually count them all because alot of them are smaller and we keep them off our bed.. we only keep the big ones on our bed because the small ones will get lost and thrown around n stuff if theyre in bed with us,.. i would like to get more of the balloon dogs so maybe i will indeed check amazon/other online sites like you say ,, but that may have to be in a future because we dont have any money aaas of now .. and itll take a little while before we start getting our own money.. and even then i dont know how to go about actually getting the things i Need to have money i can Spend Online like debit card n bank account n stufff.? im just hoping velma will be able to help me out with that when the time comes because shes been so amazing with helping me figure out all the other Adult things that our grandma wont help us with..
i think thats very sweet,... i really want to feel strongly towards my stuffed animals like that ,, i think i would call mysrlf transobjectum not in the way that i want to be objectum because i already am, but because i want to be able to feel it stronger to be able to actually Hold my attractions for them steadily .. he sounds very flufy id assume hes soft,.. we have had a few stuffed animals with long fur like that and always having to move it out of their eyes.. i cant think of any current Main ones we have tht we need to do that for..
i undrstand that a lot honestly,, since we onnly have our bigger ones actually in the bed n we dont even really cuddle with all of them even if we sleep with all of the m .. but ... i think that they all are a part of the nest, they alll have thier little spots that are important and adds and contributes to the nest in special ways .. we arw triple sop cuus aesop is actually like diigi hallows and Kind Of zipfiles collective name ,, i think everyone in diigi hallow would respond to aesop and zipfile would also but more out pf , Compulsion almost ? because it feels a bit Less like our name, especially since "ive" been the "host" of zipfile for a decent little while now n im joseph .. not aeosp,.. we use terms like "host" n even referring to ourselves more separately ("ive" in quotations) very very loosely for zipfile since we are typically Very median and the lines between who is Me vs Someone Else are very very blurry and even sometimes nonexistent sort of..
we started getting bad migraines sometimes starting somewhere in 2024 i dont actually know When they started but at least thats when we noticed them being Different from headaches.. only actually really Understood that they migraines and Not headaches much much much more recently but .. uuwweghh gheyre so awfull.. have had one pretty bad th past few days i think because of the stress and panicking etc thats come with victor leaving and being so awful to us... but its starting to go down now ..
#i kniw i said id answer this After therapy but i managed t just barely get this all written before going..#i need t be fast getting dressed now though..
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